Are we worthy to receive the grace we have received from God to make us who we are?

by Shiu Lan
2016-02-14
First Sunday of Lent

Deuteronomy 26:4-10


Romans 10:8-13


Luke 4:1-13


This Sunday’s Gospel reading tells us about how Jesus was tempted for 40 days by the devil in the wilderness and taught us by example how to deal with these temptations that arise from the cares of temporal things, the lure of worldly prosperity, success and wealth.

This reminds us to reflect on the temptations we experience in our daily life, temptations that we consider insignificant or those that we might even ignore. I remember hearing a homily about the homeless. After handing out a $5 bill to the jobless and homeless person standing at the exit of the highway, the priest told us how quickly he regretted he had not been more generous to that person, who might be a victim of circumstances to have become what he was. We as Christians should not judge, were we in his capacities and circumstances, we could be like him or worse. I was nodding in agreement until I was put to the test a week later when I encountered the same situation. With the homily fresh in my mind, I reached for some money without hesitation. Then my passenger thought that the person was unworthy of help, to give him money would actually encourage the person to continue with the problematic lifestyle, alcoholism or even drug addiction. I listened to my passenger who sounded rational enough and drove away. As soon as I drove away, I regretted. Are we worthy to receive the grace we have received from God to make us who we are, we who seem to be superior to the homeless person in every way? Are the grace not given to us freely? Are we worthy of Jesus’ death and crucifixion for us?

In that incident, I was easily tempted to judge with superficial observation and not to follow Jesus’ teaching of feeding the hungry and clothing the naked.

Let us make a Lenten resolution to resist temptations that would hamper us from following Jesus’ teachings. Let us make an effort to be mindful as we participate in the prayerful Lenten and Triduum venerations. Let us make a small Lenten sacrifice to help sharpen our minds and our souls. It can be something very simple, such as giving up movies, chocolates or our cup of cappuccino for Jesus as we re-live Jesus’ suffering and crucifixion for us, for our sins. Let us remember that Jesus died for us, out of God’s unconditional love for us, not because we are worthy.

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